Holy Holy Holy

I must resist... I must resist... (echoing Vanessa's "can't wait til after the exams") ROFL. haha.. I must resist. I'm trying to tell myself I'll get sick of it if I watch it too many times. emphasis on TRYING. Knowing myself, I am NOT sick of it. And I WON'T be sick of it. hahaha.. sheesh. It's just like one of those crazes that I really enjoy. Exam countdown: 1 day for math ppl, 18 days to mine. Haiz. But I need to complete my revision schedule waaaay before that. Ok...good pressure...exams...good university... take burden off parents... lol.. ok... doing good. haha. I've relegated myself to just listening to the OST (Original SoundTrack) now. lol.

Okay, in other news, I FINALLY walked home on Friday! after so many days of haze... thank God for the rains. I felt so happy when I walked home! heehee. Oh...and have been hanging with iain, mel and sugi lately. ^^ They are MY SUNSHINES...lol.. different and more significant meaning for 4-lyfers. (never forget eh?) hahahahaha... they went to NLB today and I couldn't go :( But tts ok... Sabbath. lol. anyway, daddy led worship today. haha... maybe I should state exams as an excuse more often to get dad to lead. haha... good voice deserves more showcasing. :D I miss Nat, Drish, Pen, Daph, Cara and Kong Lam (basically the girls) A LOT. They are a bunch of special people and I really love them a lot.

Oh, and well I guess this deserves mention... hi fi who are you? It seems as if you know sugi and I, and you have been addressing tag posts to me. I mean I'm trying to understand what you're posting but have no idea what you mean. Please contact me...via email or something.. lol... just don't annoy sugi..his exams are sooner than mine :D It seems weird for you to talk to me via his blog's tagboard anyway. lol.

Hmm...STEPHEN SENG!!!! lol... his display pic of GMSS 4/2 taking a pic of our feet on the blue line bus in 2004 triggered off MANY happy memories. (vic, yessie, deb, von, steph, tonius, jon, etc) hee. SENTOSA and MARINA BAY! lol... So fun, I still remember playing volleyball and GETTING WET! who was the genius that shoved me into the sea? LOL. And then changing and bathing (that was hilarious...was it vic that was ogling at another girl bathing under the outdoor shower in a bikini? lol..) at Siloso's toilets and MRT-ing to MARINA BAY for seafood steamboat. HAHAHA... I remember willie fending off oil spatter with a plate and edmund popping the corks on the "champagne" bottles. ^_^ oh man, I miss you all so much! Hope all of you will be at the LAST reunion on the 25th November at GMSS. Please come! We need to take photos and update before we all part.

So in any case, I am in a really good mood these few pre-exam days. Maybe I found my peace and my joy. hee. (besides my dog) Jen, you'll get through this la. You're tough and you're a capable person, besides I dun think He let it happen without His reasons. You'll realise what it was when you look back on this time. Oh and that Mr GCM asked me to look for vanessa williams "saving the best for last" on youtube. lol.. ok la mr Goh, a good vid..but it wasn't her vocals that was oozing sensuality. ^^ Ok! That's it people. God Bless, goodnight and ALL THE VERY BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS! love ya!

Sarang Een Gayo (Perhaps Love)

hahaha.. if you're a K-drama fan, you'd know where this song is from. You want to know the weird thing? I wasn't interested in it at all, then I had to catch 15 minutes of it on TV in the horrible chinese dubbed version...so I youtubed it and wasted my entire weekend watching it-completely addicted to the show. It's my new craze as of now. haha... ^^ It's super funny, completely wholesome and my mum and sis love it too. hahaha. I slept at like 7am on sunday morning cause that's when ALL the videos finished loading and I watched it all. I know, I know sugi- crazy. Can't help it though. And well, you start falling in love with the characters slowly. Like Shin Goon, played by Joo Ji Hoon...[heehee]

In episode 7.. ChaeGyung: "Jeonha, Seja Jeonha..." [Translated: prince, oh prince..] Shin Goon: "Ye, Bigung mama?" [Yes, your majesty, crown princess?] LOL. That was so funny and sweet.Cause they didn't really like each other up till then and this was like teasing. haha... aiya go watch it for yourself la. Youtube rocks. I will not take it for granted. haha.. :D (btw, the original cast won't be back for GOONG 2-so sad!)

But then again, there is a check for me now. EXAMS. Blazing A levels. I also have a schedule to keep. Finish all revision at least twice by the night I go out for ROCKAPELLA! ^^ haha... oh and then there is prom stuff to think about. lol. Busybusybusy. hahaha.. Let's just take it that Princess Hours (Goong) was my outlet...lol..[a very fun and invigorating outlet] I had fun watching the Goong 1.5 special that they held on national TV after the last episode ended. That was funny, laughed my butt off with my sister. Anyway, the haze appears to be disappearing! Water bombs 4-lyfe! Thank God for the rains! hee. Take care you all, God Bless... till the next time I update!

Replies to tags:

Agamemnon: Hahaha... bum around? You know I'm not that kind of person, besides I'll already have 6 months to do that. Will be helping out in school and travel? Maybe do missions? Who knows? LOL. Oh... WATCHING PRINCESS HOURS. kk...enough of that.

Jeri: Me too! I'll miss you loads. God also keeps putting you in my life. LOL.. like we're meant to be. ^^ Love you to bits my dear jeri.

Sarah: ^_^

Shoutouts:

Natkwee: I MISS YOU WHERE ARE YOU? HOW ARE YOU DOING? haiz. We need to chat ASAP.

Penny: I MISS YOU TOO... Pray for you constantly.

DRISHTI: hahaha...subtropical. Purdue. Perdurian... SO SOON. We need the time to spend with each other.

Kong Lam: lol...Goel? and tt youtube vid is hilarious. lol.

Oceans will part

"Oceans will part, nations come, at the whisper of Your call. Hope will rise, glory shown, in my life Your will be done."

The last day of school. Last day of official lessons. I now know how Ivan felt. It's so final. We're never gonna sing the anthem, say the pledge... not for a very long while. And all we can look forward to are the exams and... grad/prom. I guess so. But the finality of it all. It's so... strange. These were the strangers I played with at orientation last year. These were my classmates that I had bio, lit, geog, gp, chinese and PE with. These were the OGLs I danced beside. The friends that I will miss oh so much. There will never be a class like ours. Anywhere, ever again. 19 of us. plus-minus a few more...

^_^ to the ones who made me smile, the ones who made me LOL, the ones who stood beside me, who comforted me when I was down, to the ones who made my every day worth living, who made school something to look forward to, who helped me out with homework, who shared your tears, fears and joy with me, who brought me out, who surprised me, who prayed alongside me, who danced with me, who taught me how to love myself, who sang with me, who stressed out with me, who shopped with me, who went to parties with me, who never failed to show me what beautiful people you truly are... I LOVE YOU. To my Year 6 2006 [single digit, no alphabet.] you rock my socks. lol. I thank you all for everything.

That was my tribute to two awesome years at ACS International. Anyway, an update about my day, the last day of school was sorta fun. I had time to shoot hoops with the netball hoop cause the BBall court was having its lines redrawn. lol. it's not easy ok. BBall into netball hoop from 2 pointer line is tough enough...7/50 ROFL. and dun even mention the 3 pointer line. but I had fun. and then I had a good chat with sugi at hagen daaz while mel had ee-ee (violin) classes. ^^ Iain was in town with his teeth. lol. anyway... then we had dessert/ food in the hawker centre.. the guys had food...sugi, bryan and iain while the girls had dessert...mel, jia yi and I. lol. but iain ate jia yi's stuff la. wasted. I love lazy days like these. :D But school is such an empty shell without all the meaningful people now. God Bless my dear ones. I really really will cherish everything you've given to me.

Adonai-Hillsongs

" Ever I will sing only you will I adore. Glorify my lord, only You will I serve. For the world will fade away. Still my song to You remains. Only You will I adore."

^^ I had such a happy day today! :D I had double free studying bio options in the mini conference room, then I had bio which was me basically struggling with the core paper. lol. and Lit with mel and cara and GCM. We did Gt again. And I stayed back after school to wait Michelle (Beaton) to come to school. She was visiting us. And we had a good time talking and catching up about our trip! (refer to vid below)

Haha..love NZ to bits. Anway, back to the good parts of my day. Just had prayer time with family and played the guitar for a while. ^_^ and well... now it's time for me to go back to the books. Goodnite all!

All The Earth-Parachute Band

haha.. this was sent to me by christopher. VISA ads. (oh, and yes shush up about the fact that you skipped two years.) Anyway, last night was a blast. For all the fatty pizzas I ate, I lost weight. LOL. like seriously. I lost 2 kg this morning when I checked. Maybe all the laughing gave me a good workout. haha. thanks 4-lyfers. It was soooo much fun. [Background of the TV SHOW!] hey mel, ANEMONE! lol. well, this morning, I finally started work on my VISIONboard-it's this thing that helps me focus and puts my dreams and wishes down so that I can visualise it. Need to look around for what I want and stick it up there. lol. AND...I stuck my schedule up on my wall so that I can see it and my WHOLE family can see it, so there's no escaping from studying. sheesh. A Levels. Bio Prac down, five more papers to go. :) (jia you sugi.) anyway, school's been boring.. like there are no official lessons and all.. so yeah. ohoh.. MICHELLE'S COMING TO SCHOOL THIS MONDAY! so excited!

In other news, I am chatting with nat and chris (chew) now. lol. oh and my sister went to the wade robson project last night. (refer to her blog)cool. oh and for some reason, I came home with a bruise on my back. What was I doing that caused a bruise on my back? (oh no, don't even think about it iain teh- how's the lamb by the way?) lol. and then on monday [I think] we went to topshop's style advisor and ransacked the whole place. lol. oh well, now at least I know what I shouldn't wear. haha.. I'm in a very good mood today. Must be a carry-over from last night. I also slept really well. ^_^ sooo.... I'm happy!!!! ok...

Church tonight was so awesome. the pastor who came had been imparted a healing anointing by benny hinn. You know the pain I had in my back? As evidenced by what I wrote about above? ^^ It's gone. No pain. Anyway, had dinner at ghim moh and we bought groceries as a family and then I came home to N(A)UTELLA again and TCC. lol. Kenneth TCC is hilarious. extract of convo-

kenneth: ACS is the best right?

esther: so glad you realised that now.

kenneth: I'm being a cynic, in a sarcastic way.

esther: yes, and I'm being the nice, forgiving optimist. besides, that means I'll live longer. LOL.

kenneth: so you're hinting I'll die soon? given the fact that I'm the direct opposite of you?

esther: DIRECT OPPOSITE? no way man. They say opposites attract, now we wouldn't want that to happen now would we? :D

kenneth: OH YA! SHYTE! We are in some ways the same.... We're both taking A levels this year...

ROFL...hahahaha... he's soo funny. and so.. emo. love and life kenneth, love and life! :D so yea... answer to tags and shoutouts:

agamemnon: you did the kidney too? like...they repeated it?

rach: HI!!!!

sarina: hee...we walk tomorrow!

HUGHLYN TAN: CHEER UP!!! HANG ON TO YOUR FAITH! It's not in people that we trust but in God! Love!!! ^^

How Great is Our God-Chris Tomlin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS (TENSEN)! lol. Ohhhh and DAPHNE (OFFICIALLY) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lol. Did I tell you what angels these classmates of mine are? ^^ They are absolutely nice people. When we were plotting to surprise daphne this monday, all of them contributed money towards her surprise party's decor and gifts.

Anyway, I completed one paper of my A level exams today. Bio prac. yays. kidney came out..like...adfghjklhlkjhggh...lol... but oh well, I'm quite happy with my overall la. Spent time in school after tt in lit, and reading A & C in school. Chatted to alan, jonho, joel and a few others after lessons ended. Then walked home. Relatively good day. Well, studies for life! This post was supposed to be longer, but blogger wasn't up earlier and now it's late. Goodnight dearies!

Last Flight Out

I am in a poetic mood today. So I leave you with one I just wrote.

Untitled- 9/10/2006

Choices. Decisions. A brain

can only take

this much. To give up, to accept...

So many things to consider.

Who? When? Where?

Why? The biggest question

How? Now?

AHHHH!!!

My future. Hers. His.

We all are in this

together, yes but going

our seperate ways.

I'll miss you. You say you will

too. We all say it. But will you

forget? Will I? Is there

any reason why we will?

Marriage. Career. Family. A new faith?

Money. Friends. Enemies.

New personality-that sucks.

No one wants to

be forgotten.

But we might just

forget. That's terrible. Buried

beneath choices, decisions,

lovers, hate and a new life

away from here.

Here in my heart

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I was watching a programme that has made me dream again. So when I start dreaming and start believing....I get high and happy!!! :D lol... hee. okok. one of the things I feel inspired to do is make a list (and check it twice) but if you don't see your name yet, don't worry. It'll be over a coupla posts. so hang in there!!!

Things I like most about people:

1. Penny- your energy, enthusiasm and generous heart.

2. JC- your caring and ability to connect people.

3. Yessie- your easy going nature and new found confidence in yourself.

4. Shwee- your easy laugh and ability to make people feel at ease.

5. yen hao- your wry sense of humour.

6. charmaine- your heart of gold.

7. denise- your brilliance.

8. daphne- your caring heart.

9. potato- your excitement.

10. LI-EN- the bit of sunshine you always bring into my life.

11. Kristi- your hugs.

12. Kathi- your "emo-ness". that makes you so funny.

13. sarina- the way God placed you in my life still amazes me.

14. jeri- your love of life.

15. joelfoofoo- your wise cracks and fun-loving nature.

16. vic- your craziness...every bit of it.

17. ananya "nanya"- your laugh. it is soooo funny when you laugh.

18. amrit- you and your "seductive" ways. you always make me smile.

19. azfar zain!- you are such a piece of sunshine. you are incredible.

20. yanning- your very "adult" way of thinking through things. you're so fun!

21. leona- Your childlike innocence and love for little things.

22. dawn- your BIIIIGGGGG heart for a "little" girl. lol.

23. ria- your thoughtfulness.

24. jen- your noisyness. You make my life more vibrant.

25. OZY- your very malaysian jokes. lol. and your kind heart.

26. kamani- *snow!* lol. your friendliness. and easy laugh.

27. gowri- your easy trusting nature.

28. viresh- your wittyness.

29. kenneth- your great teasing abilities.

30. kui- your fun and friendly manner.

31. Anton- your expressions. *food...food* your ability to make people feel loved and accepted.

32. Antony- your sporting nature.

33. manav- your random nature. it's what makes you funny.

34. wai leong- your gentlemanly ways.

35. chris- your caring and naturally concerned nature.

36. tim (big)- your spontaneous nature.

37. karan- your commentaries on life.

38. cara- the way you accept people and bring them into your life.

39. sean- your love and committment to God. never lose that!

40. miles- your willing heart.

41. evan- your heart of love towards God.

The way you look at me.

I'm happy. I'm high. And there are many factors. Maybe it's the fact that I spent time shopping with cara, or the generous nature of our class. Or the fact that I had a wonderful time with the CAFE FAMILY! (minus ah pa) LOL. PICS PICS PICS! or maybe it's the fact that drishti got into purdue. Or maybe it's because I feel empowered. Or maybe it's because I am talking to a high penny and other beloved ppl...(like sean, YESSIE, daph, kai...) HEE. so fun! I love life. I am happy and grateful for it. I will miss ACS Intl to bits and pieces. But I am excited. For who knows what the future holds? (haha...certainly proms and graduations...) but... sighs... one can only dream. love to all! CHUA LI-EN, you are too much! LOL. love you much. God Bless.

Leaving you with lyrics (YESSIE ROCKS):

No one ever saw me like You do

All the things that I could add up to

I never knew just what a smile is worth

But Your eyes say everything

Without a single word

Cause there's something in the way You look at me

It's as if my heart knows You're the missing piece

You make me believe that there's nothing in this world

I can't be

I never know what You see

But there's something in the way You look at me

And pictures... (Jon rocks)

Hannah Montana-This Is The Life

Okay... for some weird reason, youtube has decided to post all the videos that I wanted to post to blog when I was sick NOW. =_=. so yeah. CHUA LI-EN! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!! You WILL miss me when I leave ok? YOU WILL!!!! lol. School today was okay. Fun. I had cereal and mr goh's class. enuff said. ^^ Ohhhh...and certain people had a slice of sunshine...lol...I was prophetic with the cardboard sun I cut out eh? HAHAHA... and then walked cara home where we talked more about UNIs. Tomorrow the lady's coming in to talk to us about them. COOL!!! :D haiz. so tts it. Studies-for life. hee. ciao.

Daniel Mcgahan Tribute to Steve Irwin

This is a very touching song. Please wait for it to download before listening to it.

Hannah Montana-Best Of Both Worlds

Hey for a 13 year old, her voice range is humongous. And she has so much power in her voice. lol. yes, yes...envy, envy... hahaha... but she IS really good. take a listen.

There is none like You

LOL. Hi all! Been three days since I last blogged! DADDY'S HOME ^^. It's been a whirlwind 2 week trip for him and he has a very powerful time in the U. S. of A. Been a normalish two days at school. Have had lessons and been picking up stuff to revise for A levels. Mel and I listened to the Forbidden City: Portrait of an empress soundtrack in school and sang to our heart's content yesterday. Today I got piglets, but my piglet's siblings all got massacred by iain and sugi before even 1.25pm. LOL. Sighs... so many things to think about. University Applications, etc... God Will Make A Way. He always does. Something interesting happened... daddy sat next to a psychology professor from USC ... I wonder if there's something there. But I still am excited about ORU. (no worries, sean...) Sighs... tired. Will blog somemore another day. Cherishing these last few days with my classmates. ^^ Love to all and God Bless. Cafe this friday! Til then...