Who I Am

Heya!! In school now, mels is sitting next to me on the left...drish and nat have just left now..having a deep convo with mels now..haha...sighs.. listening to Jessica Andrews' "Who I am" and enjoying the songs that Daphne downloaded for me!! ^_^ haha...I wrote people testimonials to keep myself happy!! haiz...soap operas are complicated...yes..they are..and if you're in the middle of one-as the secret bearer, it's even worse..sighs...Happy Birthday Kristi and Kathi!! *muackz..okok...check out the lyrics of this song..this is dedicated to Mels..for listening to me and understanding..this is her song..

WHO I AM
If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alrightIf I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know exactly who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The splitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

So when I make a big mistake
And when I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowing I will be just fine
Cause nothing changes who I am

I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I'm a loser; I'm a winner
I am steady and unstable
I'm young, but I am able

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The splitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
That's who I am

love loads, wll write again soon!!

Shackles

Hey!! Back to school!!! went for choir yesterday and had a nice jog for PE...and watched soap operas develop in my school life...haha...not very happy as the soap operas have hidden twists and turns...a bit difficult to fully enjoy if your friends are the main cast and crew right? Mr Goh wants me to write an article for him...tts provided I have the time to do so..well..list of stuff to do:
1. Prep for Lit seminar write up
2. Do bio worksheet and essay
3. Hand in geog to Mr Bruno
4. Chinese project
5. RHD stuff to finalise
6. more stuff, forgot, will write somemore soon..haha..

Love

Go the distance

^_^ see me being soooo happy??? Lolx..am soo glad my sisters...okok..and brother is back...been chatting on the phone with them and hugging them!!!! so happy that kong lam (darling-tai tai) wrote me a testimonial..I miss her!! dad finally set up an atm account for me to use...so timely!!! 7 ppl's bdays this coming month!! lolx..hmmm...I still want to watch Batman Begins, Fantastic Four and Ice Princess..ohohoh!!! School's starting!!! erm...bio exam...geog exam...hmm...mid terms..sighs..and homework..lolx..will write soon...someone's ego ask me to write him (I'd still say her though) a testi..sighs..see ya all soon!!! *muackz

The Happy Song

The title of my post was going to be great expectations due to unexpected circumstances, but then I'm officially happy now.. ^_^ The cause of my happiness: Mels, Pen, Sugi came home!!! hahaha... well...now to document the chronicles of great expectations..

Once upon a time, a group of people who expected the level of singapore's hotels to be of reasonable standard, stumbled upon-horror of horrors one that didn't match the image in their minds..due to the fact that the ppl there were advertising it as a "resort"..
1) the carpet leading up to toilet was mouldy
2) dead moths and beetles on the carpet
3) the buffet "spread" was two main dishes -_-"
4) the curtain-blinds had fallen and were not replaced
5) two staff looked after the concierge
6) you had to pull your luggage to your room (3rd floor)
7) there was one lift that sounded like a generator was dying each time someone used it and it was outside my room
8) the air conditioning was on at 17 degrees celsius but the room felt like a sauna
9) no cable!!!! no internet!!!! [sighs]
10) the door: a) was soooo thin you could hear EVERYTHING outside b) had a lock that was half-ripped off from the wall c) had a door lock that was jammed all the time

So...the people from singapore had an interesting experience in an island resort that looked dilapidated and old and run down.. (felt that it was xing teng[heartache]..sighs) and the musical fountain was a wasted opportunity..the sound system was so horrid..sighs..

But, when everyone came home (meaning mels, penny, sugi, kathi, kristi, nic, marcus, debbie, yaan neng and esther lee) it made things all better!!! ^_^ love!!! will write soon.

Worthy Is the Lamb/ With All I Am

Hey!!! My parents are back!! And Kai is back!! (I feel like knocking you) And it's a few more days before my sisters are home!! hahaha..feeling better and everything..but now trying to pull off something that is top secret-will update on that ASAP...I'll be going to a glamorous vacation destination tomorrow..sentosa..sighs..well..at least I'll go do something with myself instead of mopeing around..haha..Girls' Brigade 20th Coy dinner is coming up on the 9th July..oh..and we have yet to plan the foreign students induction programme..Like the songs I put up?? There are TWO- worthy is the lamb and with all I am, wait to listen to with all I am, it's one of my favourite songs..^_^ erm...added angels brought me here by guy sebastian onto my lit blog..so go there just for the song k?? haha..oh..and if anything, please CALL me, dun message me...my phone bill is WAAAAAYYYYY over my budget..thank you!! Oh and I looovvve Daph, she found me a Clay Aiken song that wasn't released in CDs!!! haha...see you after 3 days!

Think of Me

Hey! Talked to Yessita in the morning/afternoon, received messages from Kai in Melbourne, heard Lix fainted during maths..sighs.. poor dear.. been praying for Sarina.. haha...watched "The Phantom of The Opera" until like 3.30am last nite..haha..and so was very blur for a while this morning..went jogging and kept on hearing alex in my head...("Come on Esther!!"...) received phone calls from Miss Ling and my dad, erm...watched "Little Mermaid 2" (yes, there is a two) and blogged...oh yah...did homework too...hey..first priority huh? haha..heard from Jon C and yen hao sent me irritating messages..^_^ haha..wateva ok? listened to music and found out that Clay Aiken and Kimberly Locke sang in DisneyMANIA 3..yay!! lolx..want to watch "Batman Begins" !! mugging is on my list...write soon!! ciao!

Ai Wo Bie Zhou

Sighs..double blow..my parents left for another church camp (4 days) and mels,sugi and penny left for china (8 days)..withdrawal symptoms..I know alex can cope..but then..I direct a lot of love to frens and family..sistas and brothers..^_^ so yeah...was feeling down...chatted with alex and sarina..her testimonial was soo timely..just at the time I was at the lowest..actually cried after penny called and parents left..sighs..went to visit mels yesterday and to see how her family was..her grandfather started a bold legacy..he's an inspiration to me..oh..had choir yesterday and saw the new music room!!! (cheerfully reminded of good things in life) haha...it has a mini stage and carpets and sound-proofed walls..haha..someplace new to go in the school!!! ^_^ oh...just chatted to lix...she's safely back in tasmania and getting busy..sighs..need to run and swim...lose the flab..haha..been talking to nat about crashing her house..lolx..yeah..and the homework too..read Tennesse William's "The Glass Menagerie" and started on bio..talked to Kenneth (T) about old days and new..and watched my sister and Jolene (H) make pasta and watch "How to lose a guy in ten days" haha..will write again soon..oh and kai messaged me from melbourne..haha..ciao!!

Angels brought me here..

Well, today started off sadly..Mels called for prayer for her grandad and in the short while that I was praying I just heard God say "It's Time!" and I was like..not sure and prayed somemore..but then the Holy Spirit just kept on repeating the words "It's time, It's time, It's time" so when Mels called I knew her grandfather went home. Haiz...spent the rest of the day watching CSI and talking to Mels and Kai..and Penny via sms...and watched somemore of Russell Peters' videos...he's very funny but quite vulgar..erm...packed my table..did up mum's powerpoint presentation..sms-ed kai and Mels...laughed a while longer..not allowed to go to Sarina's pot luck..erm...blogged..haha..reflections.. Mels, Penny and Sugi (and yes OZY..but I'm talking about my sisters-okok..and brother) went for the china prep camp and came back much rejuvenated...so GOOD!!! and I conferenced with mels and sugi every night at their camp...laughed at rubbish and gorillas...and...yeah...haha..went marche, met up with Lisa, Carol and Melissa and had fun!!! ^_^ I love life!!! Oh...yes...and got shocked speechless at Sugi's secret yesterday evening..wateva..okok...Kai and Lix have gone to Melbourne..on diff flights haha..and I think there's Choir tml..so..yeah...will catch up again soon..God Bless.

Pray

Friday: Went for lix's lawn party...Penny looked absolutely beautiful, Daphne looked decent and pretty and Mels looked soo sexy...^_^ Well, Lix liked the gift and got herself caked..and I had fun with Mels and Penny making Daphne up..so..yeah

Saturday: Listened to Paul Mahendren tell of his testimony and enjoyed the company of the campers.

Sunday: Blogging now...haha

Faithful

Yeah!!! I din fail bio!! That was a main concern...but I din do that well either..just passed exactly. Sighs..went for Bio class today and got another re-program..Miss Loh said that we have to achieve a "B" for As even to have a fighting chance to enter university. Stayed back a while to chat with Kai, Pen, Sugi and Daphne..Penny was sooo flirting with moi..hahaha..and I got cued into an evil scheme that Kai is thinking of..bad bad boy..walked out once their class started and bumped into Hughlyn walking in..Took the bus back and cleaned up the house, did the laundry, scolded the dog..haha..and now blogging..talked with Grandma for a while too and am waiting for a) my sister to come home b) my parents to come home..am sooo excited about Lix's party tml nite!!! I'm ALLOWED to go!! yeehah!!

Kiss of Heaven

Hi again!! I found out that I like blogging!! haha.. today was fun!!

It started off as a hectic morning..my dad called me and asked me for the slide of song lyrics...turned out he was searching for the wrong song title.Then casually checked my smses after his phone call and found that Daphne sent me one in the morning telling me that physics class started at 9 instead of 11 like we thought. Which brought to my mind that the fact that we (mels and I) had arranged to have lunch at 1pm (which is when we thought the class would end) so...I had to emergency-call Mels up and tell her that we had to rush off..but, 5 minutes before that, I was on the phone with Kenneth about O level english paper results, and so I had to juggle between phones. Then, as I was trying to figure out how to get to school in ten minutes (as Kai said that that was when Sugi's extra class would finish...) Mels called and asked me if I needed a ride..THANK GOD!! :D

Then we stopped off and went to Cold Storage-where while in search of 3-in-1 coffee, we bumped into Kai and Sugi..haha..very surprised. And then I became very happy when I realised I was wearing my Disneyland tee. ^-^ After leaving cold storage, we proceeded to stand around Holland V shopping centre deciding what to do with our lives..haha..Mel and I had the I-just-woke-up-dun-feel-like-eating syndrome for a while, so we walked around for a while and the guys decided to walk into SASA in search of a present for Lix..we scrapped make-up off the list and concentrated soon after on playing with perfume..haha.."Lacoste-Touch of Pink", "Britney Spears" , "Anna Sui" and etc..I quote Kai "you mean she's a walking fruit salad?" haha..then we decided to walk over to SPIZZA for lunch, but a beautiful Steph Ann opened the NYDC door and that's where I ended up eating "Three Amigos". We were served by a waitress named Lydia and Sugi said (to Mels) " you're mean" (and then to me) "but she's evil" muahaha..sounds like me huh? We joined Alex, Kenneth (a different one) and Mich in addition to Steph.

After much laughter and being tormented by Alex eating a very rich-looking chocolate ice-cream cake, we decided to leave. (Both Kai and Sugi were stoning) Mel: "Sugi why are you stoning?" Kai: " Hey Sugi! You stole my emotions!" We (now in addition with Hughlyn and Iain) stood blocking the pavement outside Crystal Jade deliberating where to go and that's where I saw that Channel 8 actress...Yvonne something..haha.. Anyway, we went to the taxi stand and took two cabs to Cine..while in cab, saw Denise Keller walk by..^-^ Kai, Mels and Alex went home.

Arrived at Cine and went to play in arcade..met Gillian and Qi Hui, watched them dance for a while, watched Iain, Hugh and Sugi play air hockey and then me, Steph and Mich went competitive driving..pai seh larh..this senior is lousy at driving..haha..Steph and Mich won..haha..Steph and Mich went killing people soon after and then...we raced for a while more..I still sucked at it..and then we brisk walked to Plaza Singapura..where we got tickets for Star Wars Episode Three:Revenge of the Sith.It was going to start at 4, so went down to Yamaha where Hugh played with $5300 drumset and I went to check out the $1000 guitars...sighs...nice,nice guitars..oh..then we rushed up to buy food/ go to the toilet and then into the theatre..the loudness of the sound rattled me for a while, but then I adjusted after that.

The movie was fine..but they killed all the romantic scenes..sighs..so cliched and Natalie Portman looked bad in them. I came away from the movie with two things..how hate can transform you into a non-thinking person and how being possesive/obsessed even for whatever "right" reasons would not allow reason and judgement in. Much like being obssessed with something/anything/anyone would not allow the Holy Spirit to work in our lives. Then we left (freezing!!!) and I walked around a bit more- I now know where Swensens is and the toilets and the taxi stand..haha..

Came home for dinner..bathed, watched CSI, talked to Mels, did Laundry, locked up the house and finally-blogged...Yessie, Jon and Sugi called and my phone refused to conference yessie and Jon, so someone always got cut off..sighs..and then, I realised I have Bio at 9am tml...and am getting back my Bio test results...*trembling* Mum, Dad, Peter and Ju coming home tomorrow...Am listening to "Kiss of Heaven" Darlene Zchech's album and am thinking of logging off now..gdnite!!! ^_^