last night was totally awesome! It's about 11.42pm in Singapore, early morning in L.A. wow! all the warfare before coming for this trip is absolutely worth it! wow! all I can say is that word. last night went to "giant killers" that was held in this cheerleading arena in pasadena. woot! the anointing was so strong, dad didn't touch anyone, all he did was speak and BAM! people went out on the floor. During prayer, I kinda forgot that this girl had no one behind her and prayed for her, and she got slained... I was like.... AHHHHHH!!! OOPS! OH NO! I forgot. hahhaa. but thank god the floor was the springy gym mat kind. :))))

saw lots of familiar movie star faces, but the awesome thing last night was the PRESENCE and the ANOINTING of the LORD. wow! full ministry report from dad soon I bet. well, gotta go be a blessing for another day! I love you guys and girls! GB! *mwah* ^^

I'm now in L.A!!!! ^_^ I'm staying at aunt sophia's and uncle derek's house. haha. We flew in from seattle via las vegas... NAT!!! I got you a really funky gift that you'd laugh at so bad when you get it. we had a fantastic time of prayer and prophesy last night and I saw the whole of washington state by vision-how cool is that? every leg of the trip gets more and more exciting. I'll update you guys soon after tomorrow night's meeting. (I might be meeting ZEKE from high school musical!!!) hee. keep us in prayer! :)))) goodnight!

it's about 1pm here in Arlington, Washington state, USA. i'm sitting here in the hotel typing this blog post now. :))) got in last night at about 7pm and went straight to bed at 10.30pm. woke up at 4.23am though. WASHINGTON STATE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!! I looked out my window and saw the mountains and the border of canada. SNOW CAPPED MOUNTAINS. and it's about 20 degrees in the day and about 9 degrees at night here. It's absolutely cool and beautiful. also, we're about to go into L.A tomorrow. tonight we have a meeting in Marysville. Also, since it's summer time, the sun rises at 5am and sets at TEN pm! lol. so weird. ^^

hahaha. typing to keep myself awake. saw mount rainier and met another korean gentleman at the mailing post. hee, also...we sat next to a PASTOR on our flight to seattle. hahaha. talk about divine connections. kk. gonna go out into the bright sunshine now. :)) cya'll soon!

hahaha... omg.. how cool is this? I'm about 5 hours away from Singapore. ^_^ at the free internet zone in taiwan waiting for my connecting flight to Seattle. The airport is really quiet at this hour. It's the dragon boat festival over here and the airport is filled with lanterns. :))) hopefully I can get my sis' camera to work and then I'll post 'em pix here.

shoutout : I'll be back soon penny dear (not the same as esther dear -as the deer, I know I know..) haha.. miss you already. natkwee try not to miss me too much. LOL.

taiwan's airport at taoyuan is already familiar ground... had a pretty good flight in and very interesting bouts of air turbulence. hahaha. but the coolest thing was- dad sat next to a KOREAN guy and led him to the Lord in 5 hours! hee. :))) this trip hasn't even started yet and such amazing things happen! am excited. keep me in prayer k?

will try to update regularly. EMAIL ME ppl! hahha. and give me 2 days grace. I'm travelling quite a lot this time round. love you all! God Bless!

p.s: happy birthday timmy! and if you guys ever come to taiwan you have to eat the nui rou mian (beef noodles) and drink mu gua nui nai ( papaya milk... except for nat) don't ask me why they both have to do with cows. hahaha..

pps: Chris, I'm not leaving permanently... it's a ministry trip to the USA.

T-minus 3 days to taiwan, 5 days to USA.

I tell you, it's that natkwee's fault for making me watch 200 pound beauty. Absolutely love it. Now I have "Byul" and "Maria" on repeat in my creative. LOL. I think my fave scene is her reunion with her dog (as follows)

Jenny/ Hanna: Sarangah! (the dog's name, which means love) how I've missed you!

*dog is all affectionate with her and she cuddles it*

then the dude who knew her, but doesn't know her now (it's complicated....go watch it. youtube it even!) appears out of nowhere.

*jenny/ hanna throws the dog she's just been reunited with and hugging... away...*

^^ I love how she goes "BANG!" and the dog plays dead. it's super adorable.

hmmm... been very ASIAN these few months... lol... makes natkwee and penny happy for the korean part but konglam thinks I'm weird about the chinese part. LOL. I love watching 小猪 and 小鬼 on 娱乐百分百. uber uber funny. and listening to JJ Lin...^^ hee. oh... and a certain celeb's blog really encourages me-BIG TIME. it's cause he's so optimistic and cheerful, and also such a down to earth person.

I'm very happy. Monday I am meeting peeps before leaving on tuesday. hee!!!! alrighty then! God Bless ya'll and see you all Monday... unless you're my church members and cousins.... then I'll be seeing you in a few hours... love to all! ALL the best CHRIS!!!! ^^

"Every dark cloud has silver linings and golden showers"

^^

http://www.esnips.com/doc/8e000961-889d-40ac-bb41-01573e55439d/Byul

love this song! all natkwee's fault... she introduced me to the MV of the other song in the movie... love the OST. love the movie. komowo chinggu! kenchana.

My sister has just been through 4 deaths in 2 years. (so has arron yan) That's terrible. I wonder how people cope with these things. For me, I knew I was gonna cry but I didn't really feel grief... the whole day I just felt horrible. And considering the church is just next door to the office, I kept seeing the piano the whole day. sighs. and decisions, decisions...

ugh. well, at least things can't get worse now. there's only up from rock bottom yeah? (penny, it would be rock bottom NOT my bottom..lol)

patches of sunshine:
-God gave me a new song (lyrics, chords, everything)
-I'm going to the U.S. of A soon
-I had a really detailed, good dream of a beautiful house
-I have chinggu like natkweeminyi and pennyleewenyi
-my bro and sis are the coolest in the world.
you know what my ten year old bro told me? (TEN mind you) I was joking with him and asked him why the whole family knew about david's passing before me and he said "we didn't want to tell you because we didn't want you to be grieving in your sleep." yea. that profound.
-old friends like gauner, amari and orange who bring humour into my life. thanks.

"This is the sound of worship

This is the heart of the song... "

One of my friends passed away yesterday due to a heart attack. I only found out today. The people around him gave him CPR but he was pronounced dead at the hospital 5 minutes on arrival.

Talk about irony, I didn't even know. And I called an ambulance yesterday too. omg.

He was such a talented musician, pianist, vocalist and sincere worshipper of the most high God. And I worked the most closely with him.

I don't know what to say now. Life is fleeting? He was so happy and meek. And he came from a very tough background- prison, drugs, hard liquor. But his heart of worship was so beautiful.

Brother David, I thank God for putting you into my life, for those precious moments of worship we had in God's presence.

my chinggu brought me out! :)))) kowomo chinggu! sarangeh. yah kwee min yi sshi, lee wen yi sshi...chinchachuahhae! LOL. love them very much.

guess where we went? Amara Hotel for korean food... ^^ and we experienced drama (which involved yet another ambulance- REFER TO NAT'S BLOG FOR FULL and very entertaining STORY) she tells it better and with more humour.

am grateful to God for them. also, we talked about unis. which was important. and penny got us to dance in the car... hahaha. If life finds us worlds apart (or states and countries) someone has got to invent the holographic phone already! anyway, a shopping date has been set for sometime soon, as well as our last slumber party of sorts. ugh. will miss them. oh well... will miss a lot of people too.

ORU? oh Lord...tell me clearly. (not nat pls, not nat..LOL)

where do I go from here?

personal post: if you know me, you'd know why I'm posting like this.

below is a clip from Pocahontas 2: Journey to a new world

(mel knows how much I love this song... been singing this non-stop back in school) but I have reason to love this song... other than it being sung by Judy Kuhn and the music is fantastic... the lyrics really apply to my situation now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfTieVPjN7E

typing the lyrics:

The earth is cold

The fields are bare

The branches fold against the wind that's everywhere

The birds move on so they survive

When snow's so deep

The bears all sleep to keep themselves alive

They do what they must for now and trust in their plan

If I trust in mine somehow I might find

Who I am

But where do I go from here?

So many voices ringing in my ear

Which is the voice that I was meant to hear?

How will I know ?

Where do I go from here?

My world has changed and so have I

I've learned to choose and even learned to say good bye

The path ahead so hard to see

It winds and bends

But where it ends

Depends on only me

In my heart I don't feel part of so much I've known

Now it seems it's time to start

A new life on my own

But where do I go from here?

So many voices ringing in my ear

Which is the voice that I was meant to hear?

How will I know?

Where do I go from here?

The words from the reprise are even cooler...

In some new place

On some new face I've never seen

I might find where I belong someday

And there may even be another dream for me

Waiting there somewhere along the way

"listen to the spirit within"

Who knows where I go from here?

So many voices only one thing's clear

There's nothing to lose

Nothing to fear

The past is gone

I must move on from here...

haha. just gotta love Disney. sometimes music just conveys emotion beyond what you can say at the current time. just heard the whole S.H.E cd on my com. (can you imagine Kong Lam's face?) ^^ aha. okie dokie peeps. gonna pray. lotsa love!