feels like insomnia

Have you ever felt like you swapped lives with someone else and are just walking through it?

When you lived in a reality so different from now that all you can do is wonder what happened to you?

Fatigue. Dehydration. Depression. Thoughts flitter through my mind. I remember things so small that people might deem them insignificant. But i remember them nonetheless.

And i still see you and hear your voice in my head. It haunts me. What we've been through and yet we're separated once again.

I actually began to feel again when i was with you. Scared (of almost everthing). Protected. Happy. Hopeful. Deeply loved and cherished. And you encouraged me to dream. You showed me that dreams and reality could co-exist.

But two realities CAN'T exist. And the current one is torturing me. I guess i should never have gotten close to you. Knowing me. Knowing how attached i would be, like a dog who hangs off your every word and gesture. How you are always right about me doesn't help.

Great. I need to sleep. Not be posting emo stuff about people at 3am.

Help?

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Tim- Liquid

twenty thousand leagues underneath the sea
waiting for you to rescue me
it`s nothing like i predicted
i had my chance but i missed it
now the water`s washing me away
i am drifting farther from you everyday
everyday

it`s colder here than i`ve ever known
but it`s my fault that i am all alone
cause you didn`t know i`ve existed
i hid it underneath all this liquid
now i am struggling beneath the waves
choking on the words that i didn`t say
now it`s too late

feels like i am drowning
i am going under
u can`t be grounded
now i will always wonder
there is so much more i shoulda said i held my breath instead
and it feels like i am drowning (drowning)

i didn`t have the courage to speak the truth
i wonder if you even had a clue
the current took me right out of reach
theres no turning back cause i am in too deep
u sailed away with someone else
i wish i would have told you how i felt
how i felt


u showed me the world in a different view
now the only color i see is blue
thought i would be a fool to admit it
now i wish i would have committed
cause i am struggling beneath the waves
choking on the words that i couldn`t say
now it`s too late

feels like i am drowning
i am going under
u can`t be grounded
now i will always wonder
there is so much more i shoulda said i held my breath instead
and it feels like i am drowning.


i can't stay afloat much longer
how much more can i take
cause this current is getting stronger
i am losing my strength


i never thought that i would run out of time
before I`ve made up my mind
to show you how I felt inside
now I am sinking in the tide

feels like i am drowning
i am going under
u can`t be grounded
now i will always wonder
there is so much more i shoulda said i held my breath instead
and it feels like i am drowning. (oh)

feels like i am drowning
i am going under
u can`t be grounded
now i will always wonder
there is so much more i shoulda said i held my breath instead
and it feels like i am drowning